I want a boy.

Here’s some more extra-special content to celebrate Titan’s $99/year sale that ends Halloween night. I was hunting around my mom’s basement yesterday and found a bunch of old drawings, photographs, and stuff I wrote when I was a kid. Here’s one from when I was in 2nd grade. You think maybe, just maybe, my parents and teachers knew I was gay? :mrgreen:

I found a lot more cool childhood stuff that I’ll be releasing over the next few weeks. Check back soon.

EXCLUSIVE: Announcing the cast of Titan’s holiday blockbuster! With pics!

But first… Titan’s big $99 sale is back! Get an entire year of unlimited HD streaming access for just 99 bucks, a whopping $261 off the monthly membership price… but only through October 31. Just go to www.join-titan.com to sign up. (If you have an existing membership, you can extend it! Just purchase a year at the $99 price, then contact customer service to have the year tacked onto your existing account.) Phew! Now that that’s out of the way….

Whenever there’s a big sale like this, my posts tend to get a little “advertise-y” — after all, selling memberships is what keeps me making porn — so to make it up to you I try to spice things up with some extra-special content. So how’s this for starters: I’m thrilled to be able to announce the all-star cast of Titan’s holiday blockbuster! The as-yet-unnamed feature stars Jessy Ares (my co-star in my soon-to-be-released Joe Gage scene), Casey Williams (François Sagat’s evil twin in Incubus 2), newcomers George Ce and Marc Isaacs, some guy named Jesse Jackman (never heard of him ), and… now this is exciting… 2011 Grabby Performer of the Year SAMUEL COLT in his Titan debut!!

And now for the pics! I wasn’t gonna release these until next month, but what the heck… here are some early promo photos from my scene with Casey Williams. Enjoy… and remember to get your Titan membership today so you can be the first to see this film when it comes out in December!

Photos from Parliament House’s BEAR BUST 2012

Last weekend, Dirk and I ventured down to Orlando for Parliament House’s BEAR BUST 2012, where we were joined by our good friends Charlie Harding and Scotty Rage… that’s right, it was a reunion of the same fearsome foursome who took New York by storm back in May. With the addition of the the sexy DJ C-Rail and adult film stud Drake Jaden, how could the weekend not have been amazing? Pics below. But, um… what’s up with Dirk’s face in the fourth one? 😕

Live from the set: Rogue Status

Even though I’m home in Boston right now, production assistant David Richards has been hooking me up with some pretty awesome pics from the Titan set. Today the team worked with newcomer Rogue Status on a brand new TitanMen Rough feature. Hot!

You have my pity

Last week I blogged about my run-in with an anti-porn crusader at my day job, and my company’s amazing support. Well, the other day I received an anonymous response that I’d like to share.

Comment moderation is enabled on my blog. I chose not to approve this one because of the way the blog is configured; doing so would mean the author would then be able to post more comments without requiring approval, and I’d rather that not happen. However, as the comment was intended for public audiences, I have no qualms about reposting it. Here it is:

A new comment on the post “Adversity, Advocacy, and Affirmation” is waiting for your approval:

Author: queefs are more entertaining than this blog…
E-mail: lolz@yahoo.com

Comment: bitch, bitch, bitch… just shut up and eat a dick you stupid whore.

If you were a shitty employee, they’d fire your ass. But since you must be doing something right, they will tolerate stupid shit like this. Which is very unusual for most places.

Now aside from your gripes about your CHOICE of side job and its cons, are you going to prattle on about some stupid shit related to your boyfriend? I can’t wait for your ass to get dumped, then your blogs will haunt you.

I’m not going to comment on this, other than to respond directly to whoever wrote this unsigned message. (I suspected that the return email address was fake, so I sent a test message. It bounced.) So, to “lolz@yahoo.com”: Please know that you have my pity. I love my jobs, I love my boyfriend, I love my family, I love my friends, and I love my life… anyone who reads this blog can see that. I’ve come to understand that anger such as yours often hides a much deeper layer of self-hatred, isolation, and shame. I truly feel sorry for you. I hope that someday you’re able to find inside yourself the same kind of joy that I’ve finally found after all these years. Everyone deserves that… even you.

Also, the next time you post a vitriolic, anonymous message to someone’s blog, you might want to consider obfuscating your IP address.